.:Crush 1.0 :.

Assalam fellas !

pheww! obviously you guys can figure out what's this entry gonna be about right? takkan la nak cerita pasal jualan murah kamedar kot... *mata berpinar-pinar tengok kain murah*

ai personally have this one guy that everyone called as crush. *yeah! ai know it makes no sense now!*

lemme tell you something about myself, ai'm a type of girl yang jarang sangat kena scandal or being a crush to someone! though ai'm a bit rapat with few of my boyfriends! *baca sebagai kawan lelaki biasa* but then, none of them yang bertuah untuk menjadi my crush! 

turned out, it happen to this one special guy. anyway, ai called him special because indeed, he has his own special value. let's called him dato'.

dato' ni budget budak baik lah katakan, jenis yang pendiam, anti-social towards the girls, and budget budak beriman dan baik. tahap akademik pula takdelah membanggakan sangat but then there's a time when he gives an opinion, turned out it become a superb one! *amazed*

anyway, it's not me who made him as my crush, it just happen by all our other members. since ai dengan dia selalu work as a team, and kind of ai ni jenis yang mudah nak tangkap macam mana cara someone tu kerja, so ai faham je style dato' ni punya kerja. so called kononnya memahami dialah kan. sebab tu our mates keep saying yang we shall be perfect match to each other. saling memahami. KONONNYA!

dia ni pulak jenis yang cool je bila orang dok buat gosip bagai macam tu. siap mengaku lagi depan ai saying this "ha'ah, memang aku suka kau." *guys! what does this mean?!* but then ai know yang dia hanya bergurau semata-mata.

and even our lecturer's know about us being a crush. and they keep smiling dan join kacau kita orang sekali. =.='

dari perspektif kawan:

members keep thinking that ai do fall onto him as his name is always on my line whenever ai talk about something. and dalam banyak-banyak orang, ai antara yang paling berani ngan dia kot.

perspektif dia:

well... ai tak tahu apa perspektif dia but then ai can see how uncomfortable he is. but then, kadang-kadang tu dia bagi respon jugak. itu yang pening tu!

perspektif ai:

as from my own perspektif, ai yakin dengan hati ai, ai tak tertarik langsung dengan dato' ni kot. but then, kalau dah ditakdirkan kita orang ada jodoh, ai terima dengan redha sebab ai tahu, dia memang ada kualiti lelaki yang baik, but then ai knew it too, tak semua baik.ai know his past and he know my past. dan ai takkan mulakan selagi dia tak mulakan. *hellooo, ai ni perempuan yaw!* and ai keep thinking yang sebenarnya kita orang tak ada jodoh pun. cuma surrounding saja yang selalu cuba nak menjodohkan kita orang.

anyway fellas, entry ni lebih kepada curhat ai saja. tak tahu nak luah kat siapa, my friends seems can't handle this issue as much as ai hope them for. so ai think this is the most better way to express my thought. *mana-mana yang rasa geli dan meluat tu, sori, sila blah dari entry ai*

that's all from me now. ai susun sepuluh jari mohon ampun atas sebarang kata da mesej dan isu yang disentuh yang fellas tak boleh nak terima. 

wassalam. xoxo *tunduk hormat*

gambar di bawah hanya perhiasan semata-mata. berangan ~~~

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